The feeling has arrived

The feeling has arrived 
The one I was waiting for 

Waiting to confirm if 
I was acting from the small self OR 
In accordance with the higher Self 

My heart has prayed for years 
That my humanity be in alignment 
With the divinity that possesses me 

Yet, one needs to never not be too sure 
Of where one is acting from 
Until one becomes a clear instrument
And the little me doesn’t know how can one be sure of that 🙂 

It seems like a paradox where my faith is intact 
And still some questioning persists 
Questioning of whether the older habitual ways are finding their way through me
Or is it emergence peeking through this half changed being that’s becoming

Actions we all take everyday 
Each one matters 
And so does the root source of each 

It is only the action that comes from the highest harmony 
Where one can be fully free 
Act from a place of inner joy 

Joy that makes the action effortless 
And the effort action less 
Laugh, just as I just did because some of this feels silly 
That helps not being wrapped in our heads!